Monday, October 30, 2023
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My beautiful Aunty,
I love you so much and I am so grateful to have all these years of my life with you and the last year on the half or more with you living in my house we got so close before you went to the Lord and I couldn't be more blessed and grateful we did so much arts and crafts and you taught me all kinds of things while you're here just like you taught me a lot of things my whole life and I'm really going to hold those memories so dear Youu were like a mother to me my mother your baby sister and you and my brothers and your daughter and sons grew up like siblings I remember going up the man on the mountain before it fell I remember all the adventures we used to take and all the arts and crafts you would teach us to the swimming the list could go on and I'm very grateful for them it's very hard not to have you here I miss making you dinner lunch and breakfast I miss making your coffee I miss you asking what's for dinner I miss you calling me the minute lady I miss you calling me every two minutes. I literally miss everything about you but the most I miss you physically being here and checking on you and tucking you in at night and making sure you're okay and so much more I love you aunty and I promised you I would be there for your kids like you asked me I sent all the posts to ask me to send them and post them because all your grandkids and your kids meant the world to you and I hope they see that and truly believe it because they were your world including your children if I know you were going to go so soon I would have said more even though I told you I loved you 90 times a day I would have said a lot more I knew you were greatly appreciated for all I've done and I was so grateful to have you in my house and I knew you were loved here and you loved me and my kids. My kids miss you so desperately Aiden misses watching movies with you and saying hey aunty chocolate paco and kanky aka Seranady-Blu misses saying hey aunty Coco bye later they look for you each and every day and I catch myself talking to you even though you're not physically there I miss making you dinner I catch myself making you a plate a big part of me wants to keep you close and think this is all about dream but if I don't let it out I'm going to crumble and I know you wouldn't want that for me or my children but please guide all of us while you're up there because we all need you and I promise I'll be there for all your kids and your grandkids always and forever may you rest in peace my beautiful aunty and have fun with James and your mom and Grandpa Clinton and Grandpa John and all you lost loved ones because together we will be together again all in God's plan and every time I see a red cardinal outback I'll think of you aunty I love you so dearly and I miss you so much and so don't my kids and like I said I hope your guiding all of us every step of the way we all love and miss you dearly
